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Brenda José Memorial Give Away Card in her funeral service on 11th January 2014.


If I were to choose the one favorite quote by my late wife, co-coach partner, and twinsoul, Brenda, it is:
“It’s not meant to be, or it’s meant to be!” ~ Brenda José

This simple quote has helped me let go of countless disappointments of expected outcomes when it was not meant to be. It helped me move on, and not look back in anger, upset, or regret over spilled milk or keep staring at the door that has just closed, and totally ignore the dozen or so doors that just opened elsewhere.

Letting go is difficult!

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“I have left monster claw marks all over on doors that were closed when I could not accept that it’s not meant to be!” ~ Robren

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A Midautumn Night’s Dream of The Birth of Robren’s 3 Game Changers



This year’s Mid-Autumn Festival’s Full Moon on the night of the 21st September 2021, rising over a fully clear Kuala Lumpur sky is definitely one of the most awesome, brilliant, and beautiful full moons I’ve seen in years.

It inspired me that it’s time to share with you and the world, my ’42 year old little baby in the making who has just born’.

A raw idea that was conceived some months ago while I spent the longest, most meaningful ever stay with my mum and second brother Jimmy – 6 weeks to observe their double doses of Sinovac. I discovered some of the most personal heartfelt stories of my mum, my late dad, close aunts, and my ancestors who did not know much. Those stories are still to be written and it’s probably for a Midwinter Night’s Dream…

The current Covid-19 era has been the longest continuous life-changing period in my life, which many extreme ups and downs, not the least, my worst month of my life in January 2021 when I was knocked down so low in all levels from body, mind, heart, spirit and soul level.

If you have been following my articles, my US$2m defamation case was settled in Shah Alam High Court without using a lawyer or spending a single cent to defend me (they wanted to bankrupt me), my losing my most priceless belonging which is the only thing I really cared about, my Gold & Diamond Wedding Ring during my aunt’s funeral service, and my cheating death for the fifth time (twice in my Fiat sportscar in Australia, once on an East Coast island, once from a nasty bicycle accident when I lost my two front teeth and lost consciousness for 15 minutes, and once during Covid-19).

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I believe I cheated death because I believe that obeying the universal laws of metaphysics, karma, spirituality, integrity, and my Guardian Angels have protected and guided me throughout my life, since I was 7 years old.

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On 2021 New Year’s Day morning, I picked up my one word Angel Card which says “Safety”. I didn’t realize how important and life-threatening it was at that time but it turned out to be a humongous Angelic warning for me to be super-safe, and to avert a much bigger Karma for a lesser one, otherwise I will be dead, sooner than later. 8 days later, my new Intern who unknowingly caught Covid-19 and worked closely with us in our office on her first day of her internship.

I had a strong sense that if I had caught Covid-19, without vaccination (yes this is one way to avert a higher Karma), in January I would be one of the statistics of Covid-19 death, 5-6 months before anyone in Malaysia got their first vaccination jab. Then I heard some of my old clients, some corporate students, some friends in USA, some people whom I admired but never met from around the world die from Covid-19, one guy jumped from a balcony 7 floors above my condo, I saw people starving and homeless nearby in dead touristy Bukit Bintang, someone even stole my bag of groceries from my bike tray 5m away when I bought a McFlurry (it was an uncommon social experiment), and…

Covid is coming in Tsunami Waves – with more Alpha to Omega and even new Z variants coming.

This seemingly random series of events lead to my creating “The Law of Repulsion”. Nothing happens by chance, guys.

But. I’m still here. Alive. Talking with you. And you are still alive. Reading this.

But I did made a Soul Surrender & Promise in the last 25 minutes of my late wife in 2013, that I will do my “TwinSoul Angel Whisperer” mission. So after the first 12 months, I can safely say I cracked The Angel Code on how Angels communicate and how to make your Angel Wishes come true. I never come across any angel with so many irrefutable Afterlife & Angelic Signs than Angel Brenda.

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Angel Brenda’s first irrefutable Angelic Sign 2 hours after she crossed over on 23rd December 2013: Brenda’s Birth soul Numbers of 7 & 11 in a computer-generated Mark Six lottery ticket, bought by Robren.

When I first wrote about my Angelic Whisperings with Angel Brenda I lost a lot of friends and corporate training students, they did not know how to respond. Some thought I went cuckoo, some strongly advised me to let go of Brenda, and stop writing my #Whisperings. I had let go of her but some deep attachment still remained (one of The 9 Deadly Vices) until I lost my most treasured belonging, my Wedding Ring. Some were worried about me.

Many trolled me daily for my articles and videos for being a ‘weirdo, a creep’. When I wrote about my Ghost Encounter with MH370 Captain Zaharie and what happened to MH370, I had so many hate comments, yet the video gained 60,000+ views so far in The Robren Show.

Therefore I had many more ‘silent’ supporters than loud detractors to tried to cut me down.

Fast forward nearly 8 years later in 2021, The Angel Code is now called The Robren Code. After much, much internal deliberation and whispering with Angel Brenda, I made a bold decision to combine 3 distinctive audiences and marketing for spirituality, personal effectiveness and business – 3 into ONE, i.e. Robren’s 3 Game Changers. Users can pick and choose from the numerous modules, and leave what they are not interested in. Previously I tried not to mix spirituality with corporate.

But now…
I’m not scared to be seen.
I make no apologies, this is me!

Taking my inspiration from the lyrics of the song “This is me” in The Greatest Showman musical drama film. The song were sung by the bearded lady and the team of ‘circus freaks’ who accepted their physical deformities, in the face of public rejection, judgment, insults, and bullying.

I am that I am! I am The CEO, Celebrity & Angel Whisperer. I am Robren.”
Period.
This is my stand in life!

My readers and viewers, a BIG THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for supporting me through my ups and downs. As for my ‘enemies’ and trolls, I love you as you are my greatest life lessons. I thank you and I am at one with you. I am not against you.

Written by: Robren
Published: 10th October 2021.

https://tinyurl.com/IAmMeantToBeProse
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SIDENOTE:

I was truly inspired by the film, The Greatest Showman, especially the brilliant lyrics by Justin Paul / Benj Pasek from Lala Land fame.

According to Hugh Jackman, the film’s nine-year development process from conception to completion was, in part, due to studios’ unwillingness to take a risk on an original musical. What finally sold the deal at 20th Century Fox was the future Oscar-nominated song “This is Me”, which had literally been written by Benj Pasek and Justin Paul during the two-hour flight to the studio meeting where the film was green-lit.

Watch official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjxugyZCfuw

The Greatest Showman: A Story of Self-Worth, Equality, and Breaking  Boundaries - Trendeing



I am not a stranger to the dark
Hide away, they say
‘Cause we don’t want your broken parts
I’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars
Run away, they say
No one’ll love you as you are
But I won’t let them break me down to dust
I know that there’s a place for us
For we are glorious
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown ’em out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I’m meant to be, this is me
Look out ’cause here I come
And I’m marching on to the beat I drum
I’m not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

Another round of bullets hits my skin
Well, fire away ’cause today, I won’t let the shame sink in
We are bursting through the barricades and
Reaching for the sun (we are warriors)
Yeah, that’s what we’ve become (yeah, that’s what we’ve become)
I won’t let them break me down to dust
I know that there’s a place for us
For we are glorious
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown ’em out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I’m meant to be, this is me
Look out ’cause here I come
And I’m marching on to the beat I drum
I’m not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
This is me
And I know that I deserve your love
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) There’s nothing I’m not worthy of
(Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh)
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown ’em out
This is brave, this is bruised
This is who I’m meant to be, this is me
Look out ’cause here I come (look out ’cause here I come)
And I’m marching on to the beat I drum (marching on, marching, marching on)
I’m not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown ’em out
I’m gonna send a flood
Gonna drown ’em out
Oh

Songwriters: Justin Paul / Benj Pasek
This Is Me lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

I am meant to be. I make no apologies. I am The CEO, Celebrity & Angel Whisperer. A prose by Robren.